Wednesday, February 9, 2011
It’s a New Day...A New Way
Ok, so I’m finally going to do it. I’m taking the plunge again after many years of not doing much in regards to weight control…I’m going back to Weight Watchers…TODAY!
It’s about time I get this done, and honestly it is something I should have done a while ago, but as things go, I’ve made excuses, never found the time, didn’t have the money….Ummm, I just didn’t damn well feel like it!!!! There, it’s out!! The TRUTH!!
Weight has ALWAYS been an issue for me, and I am not going to go into all of that, but let me just tell you that I am very much like any other person who has yo yo dieted all her life with much success at times and then have gone back to gaining the weight and letting food take control. Ugghhh!
Does this sound familiar to anybody??
Well, I am at a point in my life, aside from the fact that I am turning 40 in about a month and actually very excited about it, that I figured it is about time that I do something to make myself physically feel and look better. I am done with feeling uncomfortable in my clothes, to feeling sluggish and tired more so than not and more importantly getting worried that my weight will affect my future health in more than one way, and I don’t want any of it.
On the flip side to these feelings come the contradictory thoughts that as much as I want to change for the better, its soo hard to fully commit to making the changes necessary to get the results I want.
WHY IS THAT?? Does that make sense to anyone??
So my intention with this part of my blog is to be honest with myself and you that I am mad, anxious, defensive and resistant to starting this change. I know this comes from feeling that its soooo unfair that I can’t (literally) have my cake and eat it too without it putting 10 pounds on me at a time.
Sigh….there, I got it out.
I’m ok now :]
So I thank you for listening, and I am inviting you to join me as I venture out on this new beginning in search of the New Me! I will update my progress as best as possible, and if anything I will be updating you on how I’m feeling as I go through this process.
I hope to at least amuse you with my tortured thoughts! ;]
From my little corner to yours….Have a great day!